Hello lovelies! This month has flown by so fast already. I've been so MIA lately on the blog that I didn't feel like doing a traditional "life lately" type of post. I wanted to get a bit more personal and tell you exactly how and what I've been feeling over this past month. I swear time is flying by over here, and I wish it slow down. I feel like we just moved here, but in reality it's already been almost six months. Lately I've been consumed by the fact that next month, I'll be twenty four and I'm kind of panicking about it. I just feel like I haven't done enough, or I'm not achieving enough, which is ridiculous to say the least. Twenty three was such a good year, full of growth and personal development, but I'm ready for twenty four to be a year to remember. Lately, all I can think about is personal development, where I'm headed and what I want to do with my one precious life....and to be honest: I have no clue what I want to be when I grow up. I have a ton of insight on my passions, what I'm good at and the direction I want to go in, but I'm still pretty unsure where I want to end up. Today, I'm dishing out a few confessions, just how I'm feeling, and what I've been thinking/feeling this month.
I confess that I'm acclimating to the Texas weather and I've actually been cold this month, even when it's 70 degrees....and it makes me feel like an idiot.
I confess that being in my twenties is not as fun as I thought it would be. It's actually a lot more stressful than I ever imagined.
I confess that next month, I'm turning 24 and I'm kind of weirded out by the fact that I'm slowly getting older, and getting a few wrinkle.
I confess that I have no idea where Dustin and I will settle down and buy our first home, but here is where we need to be right now.
I confess that as I'm getting older, I'm starting to think more about my career, and where I'm headed and that I'm just not sure what I want to do with my life just yet
I confess that these last few months have been a period of much needed growth and I'm grateful for it.
I confess that wedding planning is absolutely way too stressful, and I'm going to make everything as simple as possible - and not waste money on useless shit.
I confess that I'm ready to make a few big changes in my life and begin a different journey in my career, but have no clue where I want to end up exactly, and it scares me but I have to start living the life I want on my terms.
I confess that since I've been here in Texas all I've done is travel and explore new places, rather then sit at home and I'm loving it.
I confess that this month has actually been the most stressful month since I've moved here, and I'm totally ready for it to be over.
I confess that I live for my yoga & Barre classes and I couldn't get through my week without them.
I confess that I really loved Austin, and I kind of with we moved there instead of Dallas.
I confess that since I've been here I've eaten a TON of tacos, and I'm totally okay with that.
I confess that I wish I could go to school full time, and not have to worry about my car payment, and student loans.
I confess that I'm worried about the future, but I know I'll end up where I'm supposed to be.
I confess that all I really want to do right now is travel, see and explore new places and invest in myself and my future.
I confess that I miss Maine, but I have no intention of moving back just yet, there's too much to do and see.
I confess that this month has gone by so slow, and I'm ready for it to be April, and begin goal setting for a brand new month.
I confess that I've developed an obsession for Greys Anatomy and I really can't stop binge watching it when I get home from work, and am totally okay with that.
I confess that I'm so ready for new changes in my life, and to shake up my daily routine.
I confess that I lack a "Texas" wardrobe, I only have long sleeved shirts and can't wait to go buy a bunch of new clothes that will make me feel good about my body, and not sweat sweat to death in this heat.